Sunday, August 12, 2012

Transitions


It has been almost 3 years since I last updated this blog. On some random thought when I decided to read my thoughts from 3 years ago, I realized how much things have changed. It was kind of fascinating for me to see realize how different I was as a person then and yet remain in essence the same person. What I have come to find is that no matter how much we change and how much things around us change our innermost thoughts remain with us. Untouched and pure.
                        The last time I updated this blog I was a 21 year old who was confused and trying to mask my uncertainties. Well I’m still confused and trying to mask things but then I have got better at it. Part of me resents the fact that there are things which refuse to go away no matter how hard we wish to forget it and then the other part in me tells me that it will never go away and that this is a good thing. It is best that we remember the bad times. It tells me how far I have come and also how much more can be done.  I just became an uncle a couple of weeks ago and this is a new feeling to me. Soon I will have one little dude who will look at me as I did at my uncles, in awe and wondering how it feels to be all grown up and in control. But the truth is I don’t feel grown up and in control. I wonder if everyone my age feels this. But then I guess everyone feels younger than they actually are.
                        I am about to start a new adventure soon and can’t wait for it.  After all that is what I think life is all about. Diving into the unknown and experiencing new adventures. So I can’t wait for me to start teaching my first class. IL surely have a lot to share in this blog and I will try my best to update it more regularly.
Cheers till then.